Mama:Mama Rainbow Pregnancy Intensive

 I am a mama of 2 precious children (now 11 and 8 years old) and whilst there were plenty of challenges in different parts of mamahood I always loved the wonder of being a Mama. And then came the understanding of loss and so much more with my first miscarriage at 13 weeks of my 3rd pregnancy. 

When I got pregnant again I could resonate with each of those feelings described above. I never allowed myself to get excited and it made my 4th pregnancy a life of torment and fear. When I lost that little one, and almost lost my own life to a ruptured ectopic pregnancy I wanted so much to find a way to be able to have hope that we could bring a precious rainbow baby into our world. But I didn't want the process of trying for a baby, going through a pregnancy, or potentially another loss to break me or to impact my relationship with my precious children and family.

Although quite a long fertility journey lay ahead of me, I found incredible women who helped to teach me how to heal emotionally and physically, which I genuinely believe helped me to conceive but most importantly at 40 I am now living my pregnancy through such hope and faith that my little one will come into the world. Not only am I not living in fear every day of pregnancy but instead it is full of love and connection with my little one, allowing myself to be genuinely excited about being a Mama to her, and spreading that excitement in our family as we get ready to welcome her safe, happy and healthy into our world.